GODISNOWHERE!

Inspirating Discouragments + Happy Agony + Insane Sanity + Healthy Detoriation + Mental Flu + Insomia Dosage + Brain Cells Evaporating + Egoistic Degrading + Crtic of Critcs = SELF DESTRUCT. *I Am A Little Bit Of Everything All Rolled Into One*

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

I Wanna Go To Trindad!!


This got to be the coolest church I have ever ever seen or even imagine.. I wanna go!! All I know about this church is that it is in Trindad, other then that I have no clue, found this picture online and I am so hypnotised by it.. Mark I need your help! I need more information about Trinidad!!! This picto is soo nice!

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Dreamz FM


Suddenly remember this local band Dreamz FM aka Meng Fei Chuan, check back on my iTunes and I got 2 of their songs! Now I am indulging in their music, so so soothing! Marvelous.. the harmonics the voices of this 3 guys are just perfecto! I think I wanna go get their albums, dont noe if its still available not, just gotto try my luck later. The 2 songs I have in my iTunes by Dreamz FM are just mezmerising, Shou Hou Xin & Bu Zhi De, so if you have a chance check out Dreamz FM. I like guys who can sing 'highs' ! *Swoonz*

Monday, November 28, 2005

The Missionary Position


The author of this book deserved to go to hell manz! I remember I was at the Religon Section in Borders when I found this book, and I was damn shocked I stared at de book for a long time.. and then I started laffing non-stop, called Jim over to see the book and he laughed too.. we were laffing for a good 1 hours I swear.. I almost got choked on laffing. Well, I noe its kinda mean to laff but its funny! Gourd Damn it!! MuaHHahhaha...

Sunday, November 27, 2005

Cookiss Iz Left Or Right Brain?





You Are 30% Left Brained, 70% Right Brained



The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.

Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.

If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.

Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.



The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.

Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.

If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.

Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.



Saturday, November 26, 2005

X's Joint Poem- When The Poets Combined

DEAD MAN WALKING

Weeping souls
In dead of night
Sing their songs
Of death and blight

Ephipany of sorrows calling
Sorrows hunting twitching
It is of chaos the pain'll strive
It is of order the pain'll die

If we summon charon
For stygian trips
How he suffers us
The malignant deserts

Desert the crumbling hearts
To dust the earth
With death-
songs heaved
Within each breath

Until the soul
In endless flight
Finds its solace
In the darkening night

For chorus of death
Shall ring no bound
To prey on weak
Blood thirst of hound

So travel on
Endless quest
Cold heart
Caged in that chest

Tread across a bridge of sand,
Fleeting thought turn and give chase
To spidersilk memories of days gone by
As the sand slips slowly away.

Fear not, carry on
The journey is not all that long
The distance, an illusion
A miasma that will pass

Not another step you'll have to take
For the answers are inside of thee
Let go of all that bind
And slide away unto yourself

Just another lost soul throbbing
As the blood-thirst heart come forth
Alas death! unending unrest!
As I am bound to each step's dictate...
I commence myself to thee

For everything ends in me
Melacholy of death shadows me
Soon, Vanity becomes all reasons, for now I hear
Execution awaits in mental prison
Just another dead man walking

We wrote.....
1st-X
2nd stanza -Akasha
3rd -Billy
4th -TL Reynolds
5th -Daniel Barkowitz
6th -X
7th -Raven Chaos
8th -Ms Freud
9th/10th -G
11th -AtomicVelvetSigh
Final -Cookiss99

posted by X

Friday, November 25, 2005

Pulse The Band


Think 4 guys and a girl, Add guitars, Bass, drums and a vocal mike throw in head bopping mainstream rock tunes to that concoction and you've got your self a Mainstream rock band called PULSE.
Presently tracking their album @ SnakeWeed, their album "Moving On" is expected to be out somewhere in January 2006.. with radio-friendly originals. Their vocalist is Sophia, she has a very powerful voice, one of a kind. I am so excited, waiting for their album to launch, I wanna sell their CDs!! If possible, I will use ALL my contacts to make them famous, I am SO gonna do it. PULSE, Long-Lived PULSE!! Rock On!

Thursday, November 24, 2005

Comments On D Irresponsible Riders Post

Anonymous said...

It seems that you're directing this entry at somebody. I have friends who died in accidents as well but they didn't drink at all, so who are you to make such judgements? The way you write this entry showed that your views are not only shallow, but one-way as well. Although I drive, your opinions are just unreasonable.
6:49 AM


Cookiss99 said...

Hello Anon,
I would supposed u noe me from the way u write the comment. You are right I am INDEED directing it at somebody, not only one, but a few and maybe YOU as well, if u happened to fall into any categories in this post.
I love life and I love my friends, so let me remain shallow till the day someone dies because of / by some irrespsonsible riding/driving.
Thank u for your comment and DONT drink and drive. Good day.
3:47 PM



Anonymous said...

hello anonymous... gee..i dont know..you THINK cookiss's directing it at somebody..? well how did you figure that one out..? maaaan..you're smart.
irresponsible riding..hmmm..lets just think about that for a moment.... does it mean that if you drink and ride/drive it makes you irresponsible..and IF you DONT drink and ride/drive but speed ..it makes you responsible.. NO.. i think what cookiss is driving at is not only drinking and riding/driving..but also SPEEDING...
they say..yeah i can control..im experienced enough..but HELL NO.. at that speed..if shit happens at 150kmh...and above, will you be able to control...? yeah maybe.. but most of the time..hell ..NO.
its ok..if these racers or whatever you call them... die speeding or living life on the fast lane as they call it... i dont/cant give a shit, but at somebody elses expense....i.e. hitting a passerby(not that they want to..BUT hey..150 kmh is controlable enough right??).... the vehicle going out of control and hitting someone peacefully sitting at the bus stop..or just taking a stroll on the pavement, i think that is waaaay more unreasonable than just this comment, in fact it is unforgivable...to think that hey im not drunk and i can sooo control my gawd damn car/bike at 150kmh and not hit anyone..why..bcos im soooo fucking cool and experienced enough.
who is cookiss to make such judgements..? i would say cookiss is someone who cherishes life and her friends and have seen enough of her friends speed/waste their life away....
yes im sorry that some of your friends have died in accidents and all.. and im sure some of them were really riding/driving responsibly... then how did they die....? two possibilities... 1 - they were speeding or drunk and couldnt control their vehicle. 2 - got hit by a.... irresponsible rider/driver who was either drunk or speeding. there you have it a vicious cycle... so as you can see..it boils down to the same shit..IRRESPONSIBLE DICK HEADS.
cookiss views arent shallow..hell no...they are in fact views from a very logical point of view... to MOST people... in fact to logical people.
so before you claim cookiss's view and opinions to be shallow and unreasonable...start looking around you. and nect time a major accident happens on the road..ask yourself one question..did the driver/rider die or did he also cause the death of maybe one or more innocent person.
3:33 AM

Cookiss : WHO ARE YOU PEEPZ?? I AM CURIOUS!!! ONE SCOLD ME ONE PROTECT ME!!

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Quotes For Thoughts

"A true friend stabs you in the front."
- Oscar Wilde
Cookiss POV - Some people prefers to be stabbed from the back

"They deem him their worst enemy who tells them the truth."
- Plato
Cookiss POV - Plato is correct, when you speak the truth, people hates you so shut up and kill ur conscience b4 thinking of speaking the truth next time

"Truth needs not flowers of speech."
- Alexander Pope
Cookiss POV - People only wanna hear what they like to hear so forget about the truth

"We lie the loudest when we lie to ourselves."
- Eric Hoffer
Cookiss POV - Comfort Zone, when you tell them the truth they will hate u coz u drag them out of comfort zone

"Never let your persistence and passion turn into stubborness and ignorance."
- Anthony D'Angelo
Cookiss POV - Dont need to tell them anything coz they will think something is wrong with you instead of themselves

"Pride ruin the angels" - Ralph Waldo Emerson
Cookiss POV - All I can do is sit back and watch them walk to the paths of ruins

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

I Care

I care for you
I cant be bothered..
I care for you
I dont give a fug..
I care for you
Whatever..
I care for you
Seow
I CARE FOR YOU!!
What the fug is wrong with you?


So much for I Care..

Sunday, November 20, 2005

What SUB?

You must be SUBlimed over your SUB-categories

DEFINTION
sub-
pref.
sub- (BELOW)
sub- (NOT QUITE)
sub- (NOT EQUAL)
sub- (SMALLER)
Less than completely or normally; nearly; almost: subhuman

-I have been SUBbed!
-Someone is SUBing me!
-Isnt it easier to stick to objectives then to SUB it?
-I wanna merge into the light not SUB-merge into the darkness
-Are you SUB-normal?
-I would rather be Human then a SUB-human
-And I wouldnt wanna be thinking like a SUB-deb
-Standards or SUB-standards?
-When will this SUBdividing ever end?

This SUBject would not SUBlimate me becoz Life is oredi so complicated and we want to keep it simple, keep your Objectives. SUBtract your SUBs because it's SUBversive. Give me SUBstance not SUBterfuge. SUBstantially, SUBsequently after said all these, instead of feeling SUBservient , let this SUBject SUBside. Now Me & You SUBsist.

Life is contradicting because you SUB- too much, there must be some absolutes in Life. Life is good in Simplicity. No more SUBs SUBjoin SUBs, it SUXZ!

Saturday, November 19, 2005

The Deception Game & Me

Pride together with Ignorance gives birth to Deception results in Selfishness leads to Destruction

Me, Myself & I

Self-Denial
Self-Interest
Self-Reliance
Self-Decieve
Self-Love
Self Esteem
Self-Console
Self-Pity
Self-Glorify
Self-Justified
Self-Praise
Self-Retard
Self-Destruct

ONE Word : SELFISH

The worst kind of deception is self-deception
Giving all that Excuses isnt gonna answer your Soul
Doesnt Make u Strong or Bold
U appear Lower than Low
Deprives u from Freedom and Gold
Stop listening and you stop to Grow
Be humble Be sincere & U shall Glow

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Digusting Irresponsible Riders

Hello Irresponsible Bikers , Just want you to know

- I have 2 friends who died from irresponsible riding & I am upset
- I dont think u are cool AT all , in fact I am digusted
- Your freakking helmet dont need a seat, so put it elsewhere, dun deprive humans from the seats
- If you wanna drink & ride, then dont make any friends
- If you wanna drink & ride, make sure u kill urself dont go hit some innocent people
- Dont ever brag about your accidents and injuries , its disgusting
- If you die coz of irresponsible riding, i think u deserved it
- If you hit innocent people, the more you deserve to die
- I see you as useless people becoz u dun treasure life so you might as well die right now
- Some mistakes cannot be made so dont try your luck
- I have no problems with bikes and responsible bikers
- Irresponsible riders spoil the market
- I am not alone , I am just voicing out my opinions shared with many others who cannot be bothered to tell u guys
- Yes, alot of your friends care but gets very turned off by the way you react
- If U dont care how we feel, we dont care how u ride and die as well
- Dont bother to invite me to your funeral because I cannot be bothered to
- Irresponsible riding is NOT a passion , dont insult the real Passionate bikers
- Its sad if you dont learn or understand anything from this post

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Bitchology


-When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch.
-When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch.
-When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch.
-Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.
-When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch.
-The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish.
-It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be.
-I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that!

So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to bear it.
Say thank you the next time someone calls you a bitch...

B = Babe
I = In
T = Total
C = Control of
H = Herself

B = Beautiful
I = Intelligent
T = Talented
C = Charming
H = Hell of a Woman

B = Beautiful
I = Individual
T = That
C = Can
H = Handle anything

"If you can't do something right, get a woman to do it."

Taken from Patricia's email to Cookiss

Monday, November 14, 2005

I See Stupid People!

I have been repressed so much now I am releasing all the anger I kept inside me for the longest time. I have a limit like anyone else, I try to be nice to people but people freakking taking advantage of that situation, so fug all those retards! Dont think I am turning mad or what, its just I met too many stupid people for me to handle, if u were me , I am sure u will be angry too. I tell you the kind of people I meet.

- Irresponsible riders or drivers, drink and ride , either they kill themselves or kill other people, selfish fuggers
- Self-Centred People who dun listen, keep talking about their own POV and when others speak they just shut people up, selfish fuggers
- Unappreciative people, u do lotsa things for them and they just take it for granted, unthankful bastards
- People who have no basic manners or couteousy, just plain rude coz they think its cool? Yah go fug urselves
- Imposers who impose their thoughts on other people coz they think it work for themselves therefore it works for everybody, self-centred fuggers.
- Proud assholes, these kind always end up in shitholes, coz to keep their pride, they say everything, do everything, fake everything, and hurt everyone to satisfy their own ego boost, u balloon head muther fuggers
- Empty vessels makes the most noise, everything u say they noe, everything u say is wrong, in actual fact, they dont noe shit, stupiak fuggers
- Drunkards, Gamblers , Junkies, these people deserved to be punished severely. Useless fuggers
- People who lived by a label, thats just being fake, the worst deception is self-deception, so carry on fuggin urselves up
- People who uses black magic on others, all I can say of these people is that they are just PLAIN stupid, it all comez back to urself, stupid fuggers!
- Self-Indulgence peepz, their brains are filled with Me , Me and Me, be it Self-Glorifying, or Self-Pity , I am Not a Fan of people who are a fan of themselves only. So Die in your loneliness, ignorant fuggers
- Angry people like me, coz we repressed too much and now that it has reached the limit , we burst, and we will know who truely cares for us after everything, so control ur temper u angry fuggers!!

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Cookiss @ MediaCorp Star Idol MianJie

Today I went to MediaCorp to watch the recording of Star Idol 2005 and also to support Mianshi's sister MianJie ( F2 ) I was auite surprised she is quite good at acting!
The audience was a nuisance, probably I am old oredi and I didnt really fit in to the fanclub of people who are still in their early teens, they were screaming hysterically the whole freaking time, shouting non-sensical stuff to attract attention. Manz! Me and Mianshi buay tahan. Overall the recording of the show was quite interesting lah, especially when MianJie did so well.


I know MianJie through her sister Mianshi and I think I know her for almost 2 years now. Since the day I knew her, she has been very interested in the entertainment field, last year she actually wanted to join SG idol but she was 16 and the minimun age for idol was 17 or sth.. and I remember telling her to try this year, and she never stopped trying and she ended up in Star Idol 2005's top 20. I am very happy for her and I will support her knowing she has this passion since young. And I wish her here ALL the best & may she be the future Star Idol! Go Go MianJie!!

Monday, November 07, 2005

The Guy Who Found D Fountain Of Youth


I Like Joe Ng
Dun Ask Me Why

I Like Joe Ng
Someone Tell Me Why!

When He Smiles
My My Brains Go Wild
And I Looked Like a Clown

MeePok Man was He
When I Was Sixteen
I Missed The Whole Damn Thing

Joe Became a Vocalist
For a Band called Padres
My Interest In Him Increased

where are you,
Joe Ng Joe Ng,
meetin over due

Joe Ng..hmmm...
what a smile..
Joe Ng... Yay
photos in my file

LocalBarBoy Joe
I love YOU!

Written by Cookiss99 under the guidance of BKLK

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

The Twin Effect


Twins, Twins! I meet a pair of twins in every phrase of my life...

-When I was in kindergarden, there was a pair of twins( 1boy, 1girl, identical ) in my class, I cant recall their names.
-When I was in RGPS, there was another pair of female twins, Jocelyn & Jaslyn ( identical ) in my class.
-When I was in BVSS, there was a pair of male twins, Lianhui & Lianwei ( identical ) in my class, this pair looked so alike, I still cannot identify who is who till this day.
-When I was working in Chinajump, I met June & Junie ( identical ), and they are like the most happening twins in the night industry.
-When I moved on to Siam Supperclub, I met Charlie and he has a twin brother ( non-identical )
-When I started to work with local music, I met Brandon and he has a twin brother ( identical )

Above picture is Junie & Brandon, I guess you dont need to think very hard how June ( Junie's twin sis ) or Barry ( Bran's twin bro ) looked liked coz they are 2 pairs of identical twins! Interesting ! I wanna meet more twins!