GODISNOWHERE!

Inspirating Discouragments + Happy Agony + Insane Sanity + Healthy Detoriation + Mental Flu + Insomia Dosage + Brain Cells Evaporating + Egoistic Degrading + Crtic of Critcs = SELF DESTRUCT. *I Am A Little Bit Of Everything All Rolled Into One*

Saturday, December 30, 2006

Saddam Is Dead

Saddam Hussein - (April 28, 1937 – December 30, 2006)


I just bought a book on Saddam Hussein a week ago, and today he is dead.

Sometimes I really wonder why Saddam is the Saddam we know today? Does power really matters so much? Does it? What did all the glorious fame and power brought Saddam?

I tell you what it brought him.. TODAY..to die alone in front of the public eyes, how pathetic can that get? His family wasnt even there to see him for the last time alive, his 2 sons and grandson are dead, his 2 daughters disowned him beccause he killed both his daughters' husbands, and his first wife is not with him. And his grave is unmarked in respect of all the unmarked graves he had cause during his rule.

I have mixed feelings about his death... in fact I pity him.. but whatever arguements about justice or injustice being done to Saddam.. from today onwards, he becomes a new piece of history for the upcoming 2007. A guy brought up by US and destroyed by the US.

Goodbye Mr Saddam Hussein, my Ariean friend... may your soul rest in peace..somewhere..out there..

Thursday, December 28, 2006

I Am Stucked

Hiaz..
To say or not to say..
I NEED the answer..
Time is running out..
I have been waiting for this for ages..
Struck me with an answer please!!!
So I can go lead my life without this taunting question mark..

Monday, December 25, 2006

Today Is A Pagan Holiday

Merry Christmas? Christendom holiday? Pagan? BULLSHIT! Jesus Christ and Santa Claus can fight over credit for this date, I dont care.. all I know is..

If you call yourself Christian, you shouldnt even be celebrating December 25th.. because it is absolutely not Jesus' date of birth, its the rebirth of the Pagan Sun God. The truth to this date is twisted by this stupid ruler call Constantine. Everything about the Christmas celebration to the blardy Christmas Tree is freakking pagan, how can one be so blind!

If you dont know, then NOW you know, if you already know and you still celebrate it, you are willfully sinning against the Almighty and the wages for that is everlasting destruction. Merry Christmas to you!

Dont just go with the crowd or listen to word of men, study the Word of God and find out the truth and apply it! Dont become part of "Babylon The Great", for when the time "she" falls.. the merchants will just cry "too bad too bad" .. and yes.. today is the day, the merchants made the most money.

If you still celebrate Christmas blindly, and if you are Christian, I suggest you change religon, call yourself "Paganist" , dont defile the Word of God by mixing paganism and christianity, you dumbos!

Monday, December 11, 2006

Hed Kandi Artwork


Hed Kandi is a record label that was bought over by Ministry Of Sound in January 2006. I am in love with the Hed Kandi's artwork, the illustrator is a British guy called Jason Brooks.

Just google on Hed Kandi images and check out the new age artwork.. its beautiful.. the artwork shown here is currently my wallpaper. You can also check out the newly opened Kandi Bar by Hed Kandi @ the Cannery, the artwork is nice manz I tell ya.

To see more of the Hed Kandi artwork I found online please go to my personal Flickr..

Here's the link Cookiss99's Flickr

Friday, December 08, 2006

Swan's Story


In Cape Town there lived a man who is a loving person lived his life to the fullest, every moment of his life he was just doing things he liked. Each morning, when he wakes up, he gets out of his bed, he would not fold his blanket or keep his bed, he would go straight out and take a look at how beautiful Mother Nature is, and his mum who went over there to visit him, always complains about how messy he is, and he would just put his mum away from packing his bed and tell her " Mum, dont bother about the bed, look at the scenary! Enjoy every moment!"

When he is free he would sit down in front of his computor and do some designs, or take pictures of nature. flowers, butterflies and show it to his mum , telling her how beautiful the nature creations are. And soon, his uptight mum learned to appreciate nature, she would climbed up a rock nearby the house and looked over the beauty of Cape Town, and can just stay there for hours, learning and appreciating every moment of nature beauty.

This man's Mum does not stay with him and had to return back to Singapore and get back to work. She told her son, when she retires she would move back to Cape Town and stay with him for good and appreciate Nature and appreciating every moments of their lives together.

That never happened, the man died at the age of 38 and before his mum retire..

The moral of this story.. This man although he died young with many unfulfilled dreams but he lived more then anyone of us alived now, because, he never wasted his time in doing something he despised but he enjoyed every single moment of his life doing what he loves.

This man's mum is my friend, Mdm Swan, the man was her son-in-law..

This story was told to me by Mdm Swan to me today, I had a terrible day.. but I am glad I didnt cry because of what happened to me today, I cried because I was very touched by this story.

The impact of this story told me to me today, will remain forever in my heart, no amount of money can take this story away from my heart.

Thank you Mdm Swan, I will never forget you.