GODISNOWHERE!

Inspirating Discouragments + Happy Agony + Insane Sanity + Healthy Detoriation + Mental Flu + Insomia Dosage + Brain Cells Evaporating + Egoistic Degrading + Crtic of Critcs = SELF DESTRUCT. *I Am A Little Bit Of Everything All Rolled Into One*

Saturday, December 31, 2005

Cookiss 2006 REVOLUTIONS!

REVOLUTION ONE



My Passion & Wish to boost the Local music. I have to try my best even though I know it may never ever happen in my whole entire life. I am going to put in more efforts to my project.. We Want Your Music Project.. my first steps to helping Local Music. Also I shall start writing reviews on local bands on me blog from tomorrow onwards and hope that my few major projects for Year 2006 work out well for my clients and myself. Long-lived Local music & Long-lived Focal!



REVOLUTION TWO



I know people will laugh at me saying this, but I dont care, I wanna do MoonWalk like MJ for my 2006 Resolution!! I have been practicing for days! I wanna move like Michael Jackson!! Oh well maybe I wouldnt do it as smooth as he does no matter how hard I try, but who knows I might just be Singapore's very own MJ impersonator someday! LOL! MJ's dance is a legend manz I tell you! Whoo! For now, I am stucked watching his music videos.. wish me luck with my moves! HEE hee!! AWwwWoo!

HAVE A GREAT YEAR 2006 EVERYONE! CHEERIOS!!

Friday, December 30, 2005

SCREAM The Message!


Written and composed by Michael Jackson, Janet Jackson, James Harris ||| and Terry Lewis

(Michael)
Tired of injustice
Tired of the schemes
Kinda disgusted
So what does this mean?
Kicking me down (and i)
I got to get up
As jacked as it sounds
The whole system sucks (dammit)

(Janet)
Peek in the shadow
Come into the light
You tell me I'm wrong
Then you better prove you're right
You're sellin out souls but
I care about mine
I've got to get stronger
And I won't give up the fight
(Michael)
With such confusions don't it make you wanna scream
Your bash abusin victimize within the scheme
(Janet)
You try to cope with every lie they scrutinize
(Both)
Somebody please have mercy
Cause I just can't take it
Stop pressurin me
Just stop pressurin me
Stop pressurin me
Make me wanna scream

(Michael)
Tired of you tellin the story your way
It's causin confusion
You think it's okay

(Janet)
You Keep changin the rules
While I keep playin the game
I can't take it much longer
I think I might go insane

(Michael)
With such confusion don't it make you wanna scream
Your bash abusin victimize within the scheme
(Janet)
You find your pleasure scandalizin every lie
(Both)
Oh father, please have mercy cause I just can't take it
Stop pressurin me
Just stop pressurin me
Stop pressurin me
Make me wanna scream

(Janet)
"Oh my God, can't believe what I saw
As I turned on the TV this evening
I was disgusted by all the injustice
All the injustice"
(Michael)
"All the injustice"

(News Man)
"A man has been brutally beaten to death by
Police after being wrongly identified as a
robbery suspect. The man was
an 18 year old black male..."

(Michael)
With such collusions don't it make you wanna scream
Your bash abusin' victimize within the scheme
(Janet)
You try to cope with every lie they scrutinize
(Both)
Oh brother please have mercy 'Cause I just can't take it
Stop pressurin me Just stop pressurin' me
Stop pressurin me Make me wanna scream

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Happy New Year, the Sorrow X way



dear wendz,

wishing yer a wonderful year ahead
everyone wants to go to heaven, but no one wants to die
everyone is born to die, but we always want to see the others go first.

without much love

~ sorrow x ~

ahahahahhahahah

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Drummers OR Dumbers?


Photo Illusion, Brandon's finger & Syed looks like he is licking some finger that looks like a dildo, picto taken by Brandon. Mmm.. Should I call this creativity or simply " Bo Liao " ? Weird people, and yeah both Brandon & Syed are drummers? Wassup manz? Play drums become more creative or become more seow? Drummers are weirdos I think, at least for the ones I know.. haha but no doubt ALL are jokers! I like! FunnY!

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Charlie & His Condom Factory


Happy Pagan Holiday!! I hate Xmas! But however, I have to work at Siam Supperclub on X'mas Eve, and there's a Gift Exhange thingy after work. Every staff was told to buy a $20 worth of pressie and we will do a lucky draw to see who take who's Pressie. I didnt know what to buy so I just went to shop and buy $20 dollars worth of condoms!! WHAHHAHHA.. Yes and the person who got my Pressie was Charlie!!! And I made him pose with ALL the condoms I bought, and he was sporting enough! The Pressie I got was from Kevin ( Not Kelvin ), which was a bottle of wine & chocolates! Not too bad!! Anyways, I think Charlie is the most worthy person to take my pressie of condoms home coz he is a "popular sex symbol" to the customers ( both guys & girls ) in SSC ..

Charlie is a Full-Time Photographer & Part-Time super Bartender @ SSC. You should really go down to SSC on Thursday nites to see Charlie in action, LIVE! He is a nice friend, flairing bartender, entertainer, & a man who dances OFF-beat. Charlie is multi-talented! No wonder he is so POP in SSC!! But sorry boys & girls , he is taken oredi. MUAHAHHAHAH... Charlie Da Maan!! HAppy Pagan COndom DAY! CHeerios!

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Absolut Flavorz








Friday, December 23, 2005

Guest Blogger X



Amen!






Oh FUK-IT-OL! Where have yer been all my life???







I see red.






Modern marvels.






And the Americans are playing God.






For the love of X'mas.




~ sorrow x ~

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

De Best Pressie Of the Year


Today I recieved the Best Present I ever gotten. Came home around mid-nite.. got a mail, opened up, it was from Jimmy! Its a CD compilation of what we have done back in SAE days! My gawd, I am so touched.. The songs brings back all the memories. Some of my favourites were inside as well. This is a CD even with millions of $$$ u wont be able to obtain it.. Thank you Jimmy, this is a good gift which touched my heart.. thank you so much! Support Local Music!

Let our Passion never becomes an excuse, For We are the Music while the music last! Cheerios!

Friday, December 16, 2005

Ministry Of Sound Singapore


Congratulations to the opening of MOS in Singapore! Finally! Alot of people are gonna check out the club, and everybody gonna know everybody for the industry is small, SO try to keep your reputation safe-guarded... Everybody wants to be famous and popular but no one wants to be notorious, so I suggest keep your blardy mouth up when needed to.

All the best to the future of MOS (SG) and management and the real partying people, and good luck to the backstabber-cum-clubbers of MOS, I say again, the industry is damn small! What goes round comes round!! Enjoy!!

Thursday, December 15, 2005

I Am Miss Adolf Hitleress


I was just looking at Syed's blog, he took the SimilarMinds.com test on Leadership, he was Saddam. I decided to try it out as well, and I turned out to be Hitler!! Whoo! So accurate!! I have always admired Hitler! You can try it out as well, both Syed and myself we took the 45 Questionaire. For your information, Saddam, Hitler, Syed And Myself, we are ALL Arieans. Try it and tell me which leader are you!! Also try the Personality Disorder Test !

Personality Disorder Test Results
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Schizoid |||||||||||| 46%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||||| 78%
Antisocial |||||||||||||||||| 78%
Borderline |||||||||||||| 58%
Histrionic |||||||||||||| 58%
Narcissistic |||||||||||||||| 62%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 66%
Dependent |||||||||||||| 54%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||||| 58%
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

King Kong 2005


King Kong 2005 by Peter Jackson ( Director for LOTR Trilogy ), I watched it today, I tell you its awesome, its a 3 hr long movie ( Peter Jackson's movies are always 3hr long ) with fantastic graphics. I cired towards the end of the movie, yes, its a touching story. And for some reasons, Singapore was mentioned for a couple of times in the movie, I am not sure why also.

Pretty similar to 1976's plot, except in this movie is KingKong VS Dinosaurs & Gigantic Creepy Crawlers instead of Godzilla.

The graphics & scene settings are simply amazing, breath-taking, beautiful. The movie ends with Jack Black saying " It's the beauty that killed the beast " . As to why he said that? Go watch the movie yourself! This kinda movie must watch on big screen then you will feel the EFX. Its worth the ticket money!!

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Did You Eat Your Brains, Fatso??

To a certain Malicious Fat Slob who that offended me & inspired me to write this insult post,

I bet you dont even know that you make me darn angry! I have decided to dwell on this anger for it boosts my brain powers! You want to be NOtoRious BIG huh? I think u should for u are a double-headed snake that dwells with the Devil, coz you posessed all the 7 sins that god detested.

I just want you to know the number of people watching you is directly proportional to the stupidity of your action

I hate you like how much you hate the fats cells that refused to leave your body. Your brains seemed to be travelling everywhere inside your body but inside your skull, did you eat your brains for lunch? I bet you did, you greedy obese. You seemed to be a really gourd damn good drinker, you know something? I freakking dont believe you! OH! maybe I should, all the alcohol you intake probably got lost in the layers of fats you have and thus decided to stay in your liver. Wow, when you ceased to exist , and get cremated I bet your liver will not be burnt for its as hard as rock with all your alcohol intake. What a way to preserve your livers!

If IQ & EQ had a tempreture, yours would probably be NewYork winter style, a good -40 degree C for both I/EQ !! No wonder you looked damn cool most of the time! I dont blame you coz probably you didnt have enough oxygen at birth that resulted u to be like that! You poor unfortunate fatso fat-soul.

It's okay to let your mind go blank; but please turn off the sound! I dont enjoy seeing crap oozing out from your mouth. Put the crap back into your crappy system. You know you probably should include de-odourant products as part of your meals, coz not only you looked stinky with all the fats inside your ugly body, you stink! Your words & thoughts stink too! So You stink inside out!

Just wanna remind you that you dun looked good at all, so out appearance is OUT! But the problem is your inner-beauty SUX too, you are so useless! Dont let your fat-ideas swell up so much until it consumes you in de end.You oughta die early, coz you are so damn fat and you probably take a longer time to burn in Hell. You dont belong to this planet at all you fat freako!

Saturday, December 10, 2005

My Saturday Out With MianJie

MianJie & Garette!

Today went out with Mianjie, so long never see her liao. We met PULSE first and hang out with them for a while at Starbucks. And then we head down to Sandra's hse for a party, although its strictly upon invitation only, but she was kind enough to allow me to bring Mianjie along, we ate sooo much there, some of the people there are nice and some are not, but who cares, we dont know them either! Sandra is definitely nice!
We went to Kbox after all that food, sang till around 4am... manz..madness.. I was looking for Sylvester Sim's songs to sing, but dont have, it would be so fun since ALL of us know Sylvester manz! LOL!
Anyway , you people will see MIANJIE on STAR IDOL this WEDNESDAY 14th DEC 2005 ,8pm on Channel 8, she is F1 in this round, please VOTE for her!!! I will vote many many! All the best to you Mianjie!

Friday, December 09, 2005

Joseph Carey Merrick


Joseph Carey Merrick ( 1862 - 1890 ) also known as The Elephant Man, hidden behind the Mask of Deformity, had the soul & Intelligence of a beautiful & Dignified Human Being. Probably the most courageous human who ever lived, much is to be learn from his life story. The above picture is Joseph Merrick & Joseph Merrick without the deformities. A gentlemen he must have been.

" Tis true my form is something odd,
but blaming me is blaming God.
Could I create myself anew,
I would not fail in pleasing you.

Was I so tall, could reach the pole,
or grasp the ocean with a span;
I would be measured by the soul.
The mind's the standard of the man."


- a poem often used by Joseph Merrick to end his letters of thanks

Comparing Joseph Merrick to the 'disabled minds" of our society in the 21st century..

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Grafitti Is Cool


Came across this picture & I thought its damn cool. It a staircase drawn onto the wall and floor to create a 3D efx. Clever! Some people think grafitti is vandelism, well maybe it is I really dont know. Perhaps if the grafitti is done to my liking , I called it grafitti otherwise its vandelism. Mmm.. I am not sure as well. What do you think?

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Sandra & Georgie


Sandra & Georgie, nice picture, I like! So I post it. Sandra is nice & Georgie is beautiful! Nice Nice Nice! I wished I had a bigger picture to post , so all u can see Georgie's eyes, they're blue!! San! Send me bigger picto leh! I cannot drag out from Flickr! Heh
Georgie is a mix of Siberian Husky & Manchester Terrier.

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Reversed Card 7 - The Chariot


I shall dedicate this to ALL IRRESPONSIBLE RIDERS & DRIVERS , I mean ALL. When you read this, make sure you hate me so much that you ride & drive safely ALL the time so that you may not prove to me in time when U really get into an accident because of irresponsible handeling of the vehicle , when that day comes whether you are alive or not , I will say " SEE! I told you! " which I think will be more annoying. I would say WE care & WE give a fug about your life thats why this is written over and over again on me blog! No, I dont hate riders or drivers, I just hate people who are full of themselves & refused to think people out there care . Quit running away from reality, like wad Mr ET says, there may be alot of SUB-categories in life but there's absolutely NO sub-category for Death.

Chariot - Reversed Meaning:
May indicate feelings of being overwhelmed and out of control. The questioner may feel as if they are being pulled in two different directions at the same time. Defeat and indecisiveness are possible if the questioner does not regain control. This card reversed may also indicate problems with a VEHICLE.

Another person who Care, Mr SXT, a little warning poem dedication for all riders & drivers to be safe @ all times..

Sign screams out
The letters cry
On road it leads
Satan’s lie

Still I speed
Through the gloom
Over the cliffs
Of Impending doom

The Day of Chariot comes every 21 days.. Be an Upright Chariot of Victory Not The Reversed Chariot of Doom. Take Care.


 

Friday, December 02, 2005

My Ariean Bro's Secretary


"Blind Spot" chronicles Fraulein Traudl Junge's experiences of Hitler during the period of 1943 to 1945 when, as a 22-year-old woman, she served as his personal secretary. Junge was onsite when Hitler survived an assassination attempt, when news arrived of various military downturns for the Reich, and when he took various visitors; she was with Hitler and Eva and the Goebbels family at the end of the war when defeat was certain. Junge transcribed Hitler's last will and testament. Indeed, one of the most moving parts of the film is her account of the sadness and abandonment she felt at the very end, just after Hitler committed suicide.

"Blind Spot" is less of a documentary than a monologue. The entire film is of an elderly Junge sitting in a chair speaking. Except for the one or two instances when an offscreen voice poses a question, hers is the only voice in the entire film. There is no wartime imagery. No photos, film clips, tape recordings or re-enactments. The camera is on Junge, and she talks.

The reason as to why I call Hitler my Ariean brother 1st- because I admire him as a dictator with so much charisma and 2nd-his DOB is on 20th April, which falls in the month of Aries which makes him an Ariean, like me. I am also one of the lucky 200 people who got a chance to watch this during the German Film Festival when it was in Singapore. Hail Hitler!